It is not our place to know why we experience what we do other than to know that, beyond all other reasons, God loves us.
This may seem overly simplistic.
It may not even feel true at all times.
Perhaps we do not believe this at all.
None of these things make it any less true, however.
In spite of appearance or perception, regardless of our feelings or our beliefs, the most fundamental, indisputable, and irreversible fact of our existence is God’s infinite and overflowing love for us.
It is not for us to understand why.
It is only for us to accept it as the gift that it is.